The poet cried in dire distress,
His soul entombed in shameful dress.
The source of this, his mournful hurt?
A thoughtless choice - a sleeveless shirt.
His feelings, lost. His tears depart.
Where could he pin his bleeding heart?
A place to publish my poems. These are written from time-to-time (rather than regularly) and some have been placed on various other sites on the internet. I will add them here as the mood takes me. The main themes of my poetry are implicitly Buddhist in nature ... but really everything is implicitly Buddhist in nature.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Monday, January 01, 2007
Conceptual Art (Senryu)
(1)
Conceptual Art.
What word can capture it?
Oxymoronic.
(2)
Masturbatory,
Puerile, lacking talent.
Conceptual Art.
(3)
A pointless being.
Lo, Conceptual Artist.
Feeling without form.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Punctuation
Punctuation
From groan and moan to bleachèd bone.
From lust and thrust to ashen dust.
From womb and bloom to stagnant tomb.
From birth and mirth to breathless dearth.
From kiss and bliss to Stygian Dis.
From start and heart we all must part.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Samsara's Dust Storm
The winds of time blow ever on
Driving me towards the setting of my sun
The dust cloud of my being
Swirls in ceaseless dance
Its tango never ceases
But partners change relentlessly
There is no dance
There is no dust
There is no wind
And yet I cling to partner after partner
Whose forms shift within my gripless grip
I cling hard to phantoms
And feel bereaved at their loss.
Sadness at losing what I never held.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Crying Bear
A bear that cries
Too hard to bear.
A soul so bare
Of suffering borne.
Born to suffering,
Bearing cries.
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Somebody I chat with on Skype chose the screen name 'Crying bear'. This fired off a lot of association - there is probably much more that could be written with more thought but this was quickly dashed off in response to the associations.
Too hard to bear.
A soul so bare
Of suffering borne.
Born to suffering,
Bearing cries.
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Somebody I chat with on Skype chose the screen name 'Crying bear'. This fired off a lot of association - there is probably much more that could be written with more thought but this was quickly dashed off in response to the associations.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
The Unicorn of Love
If I would seek the truest love
Then I must find the dragon’s lair,
Hunt all around, below, above
Falter not at the first false flare.
There’s the passion comes from seeing
One so fair of face and form.
No dragon this, nor angel fleeing
Simply lust from craving born.
There’s the cherishing, caring, cloying
That seeks to smother dangers all.
No dragon here - dull, destroying,
No passionate wild waterfall.
There’s the loving of collector
Who sees the one to fill the set.
A common sort, a selfish nectar,
Pass by this one till dragon met.
There’s the love of mother, brother,
A tribal care that shines star bright,
Lights up the world to clannish border
But casts all others into night.
Infatuation’s burning heart,
Blindly binding, reckless joys.
The dragon’s lair – not in this part.
In truth mere choking smoke and noise.
An easy task, the dragon hunt,
And simpler yet to catch the wind.
The unicorn of love I want?
On beast of myth my hope is pinned.
Then I must find the dragon’s lair,
Hunt all around, below, above
Falter not at the first false flare.
There’s the passion comes from seeing
One so fair of face and form.
No dragon this, nor angel fleeing
Simply lust from craving born.
There’s the cherishing, caring, cloying
That seeks to smother dangers all.
No dragon here - dull, destroying,
No passionate wild waterfall.
There’s the loving of collector
Who sees the one to fill the set.
A common sort, a selfish nectar,
Pass by this one till dragon met.
There’s the love of mother, brother,
A tribal care that shines star bright,
Lights up the world to clannish border
But casts all others into night.
Infatuation’s burning heart,
Blindly binding, reckless joys.
The dragon’s lair – not in this part.
In truth mere choking smoke and noise.
An easy task, the dragon hunt,
And simpler yet to catch the wind.
The unicorn of love I want?
On beast of myth my hope is pinned.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Head and Hand
Proud in his knowledge sits the professor
Sure those unlearnèd to be his lesser.
His home filled with books of arcane learning,
His mind with deep theories, restlessly churning.
Of abstract matters his neighbour cares naught
Tiresome theory brings out words rude and short.
With skill borne of years he well wields his tools
Free from book-learning as taught in high-schools.
Of physics his head is largely devoid,
Fathomless formulas get him annoyed.
But the shelves he erects stay on the wall.
He feels most at home with saw, drill and awl.
His hand and his eye learn best by action
Free from perverse theoretic abstraction.
When the professor needs forces applied
The craftsman he calls, for skill undenied.
Adorning his home, the Doctor most learnèd,
Has piles of papers, some read, some spurnèd.
If his arms had been as wise as his head
Away they'd be stored on shelving instead.
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Sure those unlearnèd to be his lesser.
His home filled with books of arcane learning,
His mind with deep theories, restlessly churning.
Of abstract matters his neighbour cares naught
Tiresome theory brings out words rude and short.
With skill borne of years he well wields his tools
Free from book-learning as taught in high-schools.
Of physics his head is largely devoid,
Fathomless formulas get him annoyed.
But the shelves he erects stay on the wall.
He feels most at home with saw, drill and awl.
His hand and his eye learn best by action
Free from perverse theoretic abstraction.
When the professor needs forces applied
The craftsman he calls, for skill undenied.
Adorning his home, the Doctor most learnèd,
Has piles of papers, some read, some spurnèd.
If his arms had been as wise as his head
Away they'd be stored on shelving instead.
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Saturday, April 29, 2006
Casual Cost
Into the ancient woodland stand
Comes the woodman, axe in hand.
Trunks around him, bold and still,
Felling one, his certain will.
His work is long, his labour vast,
His practised muscles tire at last.
The slow relentless deepening vee
Takes its toll on man and tree.
And at length the forest quakes
As the axe, the falling makes.
The man sits down with tired content,
The battle won, the lumber rent.
In a forest far away
A mark is left - "fell today."
The chainsaw roars, the chips fly out
'Beware, another tree', they shout.
Each man moves on to fell one more
His blood is stirred by bonus score.
He harvests profit-bearing tops,
Dollars rise and timber drops.
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John S. worked in a gardening business and loved the labour saving chainsaw. It made me think how we lose touch with certain kinds of knowledge as we place machines between our muscles and the action they perform. Neither right nor wrong - simply is. People have interpreted this poem as anti-modernization or pro-green. It is neither (or both if that is the way you read it): it is simply a reflection on actions having consequences - some desired and intentional, some unintentional, some undesired. It is a 'systems theory' poem, so to speak.
Comes the woodman, axe in hand.
Trunks around him, bold and still,
Felling one, his certain will.
His work is long, his labour vast,
His practised muscles tire at last.
The slow relentless deepening vee
Takes its toll on man and tree.
And at length the forest quakes
As the axe, the falling makes.
The man sits down with tired content,
The battle won, the lumber rent.
In a forest far away
A mark is left - "fell today."
The chainsaw roars, the chips fly out
'Beware, another tree', they shout.
Each man moves on to fell one more
His blood is stirred by bonus score.
He harvests profit-bearing tops,
Dollars rise and timber drops.
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John S. worked in a gardening business and loved the labour saving chainsaw. It made me think how we lose touch with certain kinds of knowledge as we place machines between our muscles and the action they perform. Neither right nor wrong - simply is. People have interpreted this poem as anti-modernization or pro-green. It is neither (or both if that is the way you read it): it is simply a reflection on actions having consequences - some desired and intentional, some unintentional, some undesired. It is a 'systems theory' poem, so to speak.
Friday, March 31, 2006
Dogma's Catastrophe (Senryu)
Ancients' word storms spew
Pillaging dictionaries
And burning wisdom.
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(The destruction of the library of Alexandria). In 391CE one of the greatest store-houses of knowledge of the ancient world, the Library at Alexandria was largely destroyed at the behest of Bishop Theophilus for fear of the knowledge it contained. (This was not the first disaster to befall the library, but was the most deliberate act of vandalism). Dogma was at the root of the next 1000 years of superstition, persecution and fear - a time when, for want of libraries, 'heretics' were burned instead.
Pillaging dictionaries
And burning wisdom.
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(The destruction of the library of Alexandria). In 391CE one of the greatest store-houses of knowledge of the ancient world, the Library at Alexandria was largely destroyed at the behest of Bishop Theophilus for fear of the knowledge it contained. (This was not the first disaster to befall the library, but was the most deliberate act of vandalism). Dogma was at the root of the next 1000 years of superstition, persecution and fear - a time when, for want of libraries, 'heretics' were burned instead.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Two Senryu
[Senryu has the syllabic form of a Haiku but its
content is not a pithy response to a observation
from nature as a strict Haiku should be]
Senryu/Haiku seem to be an ideal form of poetry for texting
Senryu 1 - Stiletto
Hope brought by ring tone
To disappointment fast changed
"No": the lonely text
Senryu 2 - Bond-age
Car stuck in traffic
Thus message read, concluding
From Rush Hour with Love.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Plagiarists - an acrostic poem
People wanting to impress
Liking scores, but not the mess,
Achievements not by merit earned,
Grades, ratings, so devoutly yearned.
Insincerely claim as own
All the while the lie is known.
Reaping praise for other's work,
Inwardly pleased by growth they shirk. So they record in review logs
Thoughts returned by pedagogues.
Sloathful oafs these larcenous dogs.
[This was originally written for another site on which reviews were submitted for poetry - hence the reference to 'review logs' - and involves the rather paranoid fancy of someone stealing poetry from that site, submitting it elsewhere, and then submitting the review of a third party back to the original site, thus becoming a double plagiarist.]
Liking scores, but not the mess,
Achievements not by merit earned,
Grades, ratings, so devoutly yearned.
Insincerely claim as own
All the while the lie is known.
Reaping praise for other's work,
Inwardly pleased by growth they shirk. So they record in review logs
Thoughts returned by pedagogues.
Sloathful oafs these larcenous dogs.
[This was originally written for another site on which reviews were submitted for poetry - hence the reference to 'review logs' - and involves the rather paranoid fancy of someone stealing poetry from that site, submitting it elsewhere, and then submitting the review of a third party back to the original site, thus becoming a double plagiarist.]
Sunday, February 26, 2006
The Ages of Man
The official form asks for my age,
Demands I write it on the page.
I puzzle long to brain engage.
Is that my age?
Fifty winters past, emerged
From womb by strong contractions purged
And midwives encouraging, urged.
Is that my age?
Proteins form and cells decay
Some last a week, some fade today.
Their passing causes no dismay.
Is that my age?
My present "I" became just now,
And vanished 'ere it wrinkled brow.
My "I" has changed you must allow.
Is that my age?
Within my living frame and cell
Are metals from star's fiery hell,
Some billion years have past as well.
Is that my age?
The being that thinks this thought
By many teachers it is taught
Has earlier lives within it, caught.
Is that my age?
As adolescence moves me on
From child to adult I become,
The father now formed from the son.
Is that my age?
And "I" am just a blank abstraction,
Drawn to be by mental traction
Existing not for merest fraction.
Is that my age?
Monday, January 23, 2006
Marks and words.
Observe me well – for I am you.
Until you read me, nought I’ll do.
As cryptic as a Zebra’s pattern,
Lifeless and remote as Saturn.
Dark and closed lie I, all hidden
Until to life, by eye I’m bidden.
And though I blow your mind asunder
The energy is yours – what wonder!
My nature’s like a catalyst.
My power, alone, does not exist.
I cannot even hunt my prey:
With endless patience here I lay.
People say I’m witty, slick,
But I’m no brighter than a brick.
When left alone without your aid
I’m duller than a shadow’s shade.
Rejoice – you’ve opened up my tomb,
I’ve used your mind to be my womb.
‘Tis true my parents thoughtful were,
But I’ve been trapped where no thoughts stir.
Perhaps you fear what you’ve aroused
Unready for the daemon housed.
No vampire I, to fear and curse
But simply lines of cunning verse.
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This poem does not really apply to cathartic verses, but for all the remainder that want to share an idea, feeling, thought, vision, story etc, it takes two to tango.
Until you read me, nought I’ll do.
As cryptic as a Zebra’s pattern,
Lifeless and remote as Saturn.
Dark and closed lie I, all hidden
Until to life, by eye I’m bidden.
And though I blow your mind asunder
The energy is yours – what wonder!
My nature’s like a catalyst.
My power, alone, does not exist.
I cannot even hunt my prey:
With endless patience here I lay.
People say I’m witty, slick,
But I’m no brighter than a brick.
When left alone without your aid
I’m duller than a shadow’s shade.
Rejoice – you’ve opened up my tomb,
I’ve used your mind to be my womb.
‘Tis true my parents thoughtful were,
But I’ve been trapped where no thoughts stir.
Perhaps you fear what you’ve aroused
Unready for the daemon housed.
No vampire I, to fear and curse
But simply lines of cunning verse.
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This poem does not really apply to cathartic verses, but for all the remainder that want to share an idea, feeling, thought, vision, story etc, it takes two to tango.
Friday, December 30, 2005
Expressions - if only I could live up to the aspiration
To say what's on my mind - I write.
Some say this self expression's right.
But say, do I the right possess
To conjure feelings which distress?
To hurt the body is unkind.
Do we resist to hurt the mind?
A word's intangible attack
Leaves pain and scar without a smack.
Words cunning crafted by skilled wright
Convert mere thought to magic rite,
And if they're framed with dark intent
What right have I these thoughts to vent?
Phrases woven, spells and charms,
Rendering comfort and dire harms,
Entrusted with a calming power
Or to crush ones inner flower.
With bitter words, distress we make,
Trailing tangles, hearts we break.
In what way is pain of mind
Than fleshly torment less unkind?
The words that I so glibly write
Are wrapped in thunderclouds of might.
In form, quite empty, vacuous, soft
But dealing lightning from aloft.
And so I wish that from my pen
No poisons ever flow again.
But even as these lines I write
With bitter barbed riposte I fight.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Reflection
From long before your birth was fact,
A true companion, match exact
Other half of your conception
Shun his face through self deception.
Wrought from fabric of your being
Wholly spend your life in fleeing
This your shadow - needs no sun -
Blind panic'd race that can't be won.
Are you so ashamed of your mate
To catch their eye, you truely hate?
At ebbing moment of last breath
You must accept your brother - death.
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["All component things are subject to decay and dissolution"]
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Knowing
[listen to poem]
The taste of a lover's lips,
A smile across a pillow,
Deeply inhaled fresh coffee.
These are things we know,
Vibrantly alive.
A Christmas morning's wild excitement,
Heart skipping first kiss,
The first best-friend of childhood.
These are things we knew,
Once so alive.
Recollections of long past passion
Retelling of a might-have-been
Recalling happenings gone forever.
Stored husks, erstwhile known,
Shades of the dead.
Rumors, gossip, whispering voices,
Stories passed down fragile chains,
Twisted hints and innuendo.
Counterfeits of what is known,
Golems wandering in the mind.
Dogma, doctrine, forms of words,
Things we learn to chant and say,
Ornate formal speculation.
Few indeed their substance know,
Stoney forts on roots of clouds.
Shades of knowing
Murky waters
Fictions Factions Lost in fog.
The taste of a lover's lips,
A smile across a pillow,
Deeply inhaled fresh coffee.
These are things we know,
Vibrantly alive.
A Christmas morning's wild excitement,
Heart skipping first kiss,
The first best-friend of childhood.
These are things we knew,
Once so alive.
Recollections of long past passion
Retelling of a might-have-been
Recalling happenings gone forever.
Stored husks, erstwhile known,
Shades of the dead.
Rumors, gossip, whispering voices,
Stories passed down fragile chains,
Twisted hints and innuendo.
Counterfeits of what is known,
Golems wandering in the mind.
Dogma, doctrine, forms of words,
Things we learn to chant and say,
Ornate formal speculation.
Few indeed their substance know,
Stoney forts on roots of clouds.
Shades of knowing
Murky waters
Fictions Factions Lost in fog.
Afterlife (or after life)
We are the afterlife
Of that which came before.
We dwell in the now
Of that which builds our store.
We are the pre-birth
Of beings ever more.
Each life a spark
Showered from bonfire heap.
Each life a wave
Cast up from ocean deep.
Each life a head
Cut down in harvest reap.
One life a bead strung,
Eternity's pearl-string.
One life a dust mote,
Universe's world-ring.
One life a ghost haunt,
Existence's being.
Look up to heavens
See your fragment-space.
Look across time's scope
Life step in cosmic race.
Look into your heart
Of diamond, facet-face.
Don't dwell in a vale
With small views, selective.
Climb to a high place
Afterlife's perspective.
Of that which came before.
We dwell in the now
Of that which builds our store.
We are the pre-birth
Of beings ever more.
Each life a spark
Showered from bonfire heap.
Each life a wave
Cast up from ocean deep.
Each life a head
Cut down in harvest reap.
One life a bead strung,
Eternity's pearl-string.
One life a dust mote,
Universe's world-ring.
One life a ghost haunt,
Existence's being.
Look up to heavens
See your fragment-space.
Look across time's scope
Life step in cosmic race.
Look into your heart
Of diamond, facet-face.
Don't dwell in a vale
With small views, selective.
Climb to a high place
Afterlife's perspective.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Life Sentience
Shimmering opalescence ...
Indwelling presence ...
Immaterial zephyr
Stroking life ...
Immanency manifest ...
Insubstantial,
Stirring worlds ...
Field of dreams.
All that I am,
And more.
Entire vault
Of Being.
Sunday, November 20, 2005
The Goal and the Path
Rush on forward
Goal in mind.
Seek the end
Never look behind.
Present moment
Dead as dust
Rush hell bent
Terminal lust
Meteroic
Pausing never
Mad, euphoric
Surge on, ever
Until at last
The goal is gained
All pleasures passed
No joys retained.
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